Five Years

This morning around 4 am I awoke from a dream. In the dream I was with a group and we suspected that one of the women's husband had just passed away. One of the other women was a channel and the two of us faced each other and connected arms on one side and hands on the other and prepared to check and see if the husband had joined the spirit world. I felt a presence come into my body and I filled with the most intense white light. In my vision I could see the others in the glow of the light coming from me and they were all shocked and a little afraid and once I was full of the light my vision in the dream was gone - and I believe my consciousness because I was going to be used as a channel. I awoke from the dream with my arms in the position of the dream and what woke me was my heavy, loud breathing. I had an intense warmth in my heart center that radiated slowly to the rest of my body. I felt it the deepest in my heart and when it got to my ears. I was a little bit afraid to move and stayed very still until my breathing settled. My second thought upon waking was Sue. Hours later as I write this I can still feel a sensation in my heart center.

The day after the incident five years ago, Anna had a similar visit from Sue. She didn't know that Sue and Nik were gone and she had a dream that a beautiful white light spirit entered her body and used her arms to reach down into infinity and cradle the head of a man who was crying and saying "I'm so so sorry." When I told her about the search - before we had found Nik's body - she gasped but didn't tell me the dream. It was on day two of the search that she told me. The good news was that since Sue's spirit did not have human form that she had fully transitioned and was in a very good place.

I had a few dreams shortly after Sue's death where we got to hang out. Those were fun dreams. Sue had the greatest capacity for fun. I will forever miss her.